Late this afternoon, Bill passed quietly away in the Avera ICU unit, accompanied by our dear friends Mary Schmidt and Nate Heinert (and me, of course). He fought as hard as anyone could be expected to fight, and his reward is the peace and love found only in heaven. It was Bill's wish to have a small, private cermony, so we are working on those plans now.
One of his favorite poems was by W H Auden, and I'd like to share it with you tonight because it expresses exactly how I feel at this time:
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Tonight, Bill sails, freely and unencumbered, into the heavens he so certainly deserves. May he rest in perfect peace.
Love,
Nola
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
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All who knew Bill will miss him greatly, those who didn't know him will all wish they did. We are not only left with the memories and stories that could only come from knowing Bill, but also the task of insuring that his legacy is carried on. I miss you already, but I know that you are in the biggest nicest bus of all.
We love you,
Nate, Kristi, Mitchell, and Derek
Nola,
My heart aches today with you. Not as much as or as intense as yours because no one could hurt as much as you during these moments. But I do ache inside. We lost 2 people from Quarry Rock yesterday and Bill today. It truly is a shoutin time in heaven today but here it is not quite the same. We grieve for ourselves. That is our nature. I know from many of the talks that Bill and I had that he expects this grief to be short lived and then he expects us to celebrate for him as today he walks with no pain in a perfect body in the presence of His Perfect Savior, Jesus Christ. Nola, I am only one phone call away and I want you to know that your Quarry Rock family has been praying and now will continue to pray for healing and restoration for you. We are here to help in any way you need. Please call on us! We love you and we love Bill!
Milt Borah
Nola,
I met you a couple months ago when I sat in front of you when you visited Quarry Rock. What amazing people you are. I have a heavy heart today for so many but, also know that there is a celebration in heaven. May there be peace in your heart and mind. God bless you!
Matt, Heather and Olivia Meehan
Dear Lead Husky,(Our inside thing)
Please save me a place in Heaven as you have provided much guidance and direction to enter the eternal home to many of us who might be still floundering for that path.
Bill, your ship does only leave our eye sight, but YOU have impacted our hearts forever!
I know you will have a watchful eye over many of us, which is quite comforting as we continue to endure our time here.
For now, I say thank you for being my friend, mentor, and such a spiritual path for me.
Bill, my heart is much weaken by your departure, but realize it's God's way of strengthen my spirit to live for him through you.
I must go now but leave the door open a crack so when my time has been called upon, I will know you've been waiting.
Love you much Bill,
Gene Wockenfuss
Nola
I just got home from work and checked my computer and found your saddened note about Bill passing away this afternoon. I thought about him all day at work today wondering if he was hanging on or if he was climbing that stair to heaven. I know now his journey was finished here and he had to go up and start his new journey up the bigger mountain. After knowing Bill for over 30 years you learn so much about a person and I will always remember his joyous laugh, his beaming smile and his wonderful sense of humor and most of all his caring love. We have lost our big little (foster) brother but we know he will be up in heaven with our mom now and they will both be pain free and able to continue on their next journey. I know you loved him so much and he always told us what a wonderful, caring, loving person you were, and he was so fortunate to have found you. We all thank you for the great love, and caring you have done for Bill over the past 10 years you have been with him. If there is anything we can do
please let us know. I know you will always love and cherish all the special moments you two had together. I always say when they leave us it is so sad, but I know in my heart he and all others will be with us daily everywhere we go
and we will always have that presence about us. Please take care and keep in touch,
Love Linda and Colleen Meyer (Mpls.)
I have never been able to express myself in voice and word the way you two do - so simply, effortless and so right. I want to share with you a few lines of an unknown song by Celine Dion song that keeps waking me up these last few nights...
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wing of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for all of this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this memory until we meet...
Don't waste a breath, don's shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me...
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But we won't forget
I had am OMG moment when I read Bill's favorite poem. I carry it in my wallet. I also carry INVICTUS - the one you typed when we were at FDR.
You both are in so many peoples thoughts and prayers
We love you
Oh, Nola! My heart is breaking for you and the loss of your best friend and lover. Bill told me many times that he felt like the luckiest man in the world to have you in his life. He loved and respected you, and was proud to share how incredibly intelligent he thought you were with others. I have been witness to Bill's walk with cancer and I have the utmost respect and admiration for the way he walked tall and coped with his demise. He attributed that to Jarin as you both watched him suffer with cancer never complaining and always trusting God's plan for him. I am grieving with you, Nola. Allow yourself time to mourn the loss of the man who made you whole. Remember, God's plan for each of us, as believers, "is for good not disaster. It is to give us hope and a future."-Jerimiah 29:11
Crying with you,
Pam Masters
How truly saddened I am to hear this news. In the true spirit of Bill and, I think, by God's grace Bill drove my volleyball team on the hardest birthdays of my life--my birthday after my father had died. Bill with his kind heart, gentle words, and very quiet actions helped me in so many ways to get through a tough time. He and I sat at a Subway in Fargo, ND and shared stories of those we had loved--my Dad and his son. I am truly saddened and pass my deepest, deepest sympathies on to Bill's family. I am better for having known him and my prayers are with you Nola.
With deepest respect,
Cynthia
Nola, Russ and I want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Bill was a wonderful person and told us over and over how lucky he was to have you. We are still in shock about Bill because we just knew that he would pull through and get the transplant.
Last night Russ said he woke up in the middle of the night and started praying for Bill. He said that he clearly heard the words that Bill is just fine and Russ felt peace about Bill. This morning Russ rushed to check the blog (usually I do) and found out Bill had died. Russ was really upset and didn't understand. After we talked about it, we both believe it was Bill or God letting Russ know that all is well with Bill. Just hearing this made me happy for Bill but very sad for you, Nola.
I don't think there are any words to comfort you but just know that you and Bill have been a true inspiration to many people and we pray for God's comfort and peace for you.
We know that we will see Bill again in heaven and it will be great.
With deepest sympathy,
Russ and Judy McMillan
Nola and family,
My heart aches for you. Bill was an inspiration to me and made a difference in my life. His heart was so big, he was compassionate and kind. I am thankful God let our paths cross. I am praying for peace and calmness for you. I know you will miss Bill terribly. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. On eagles wings....
My sympathy! Barb Murray
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